Sunday, July 27, 2014

Hey Damon,

Last weekend of July already. Man this Summer is going fast. I sure hope you're gonna get to go somewhere fun, just like we always used to do all of the time.

Rain is coming down at the moment, looks like it'll be like this all day. Not much outside stuff we can today in this rain.

You still playing Star Wars Battle Front 2? How about putting the other MODS and maps to them? That Beatles one you put on was one of the best. Them holding and shooting guitars, and the music in the background.

Have you taken any of the computer programming and modifications any further? I know no one has been there that has the ability & knowledge and skill to teach and work with you like I have done all that time, but you're intelligent and talented enough to take what I already taught you further. But if you're being intentionally deterred from any of it, that's not good or right no matter how you look at it.

There Star Wars Battle Front 3 coming out!!!! Check these out, it's going to be amazing!!!:

I've always had the hopes you get into programming. With your creativity you would be able to make some amazing things, whether games, or music or just programs or apps.  It's a God given talent. I recognized it early on in you son, because I have the same gifts. No one ever taught me how to play instruments or programming or computer work, things were just made available to me, it all comes naturally, and I always had guidance and creativity around me. You have the same talents, they just need to nurtured in a creative environment, not some stifling situation.

Don't let anyone stifle that creativity son. They'll do it in subtle ways, just to make you "feel" like you don't want to do those things, or even "think" what you like to think, and that it might be wrong, or that if don't listen to them, you won't have their "approval" in some way.

You don't need their approval son, not at all. IF anyone is trying to make you win their approval at all, disregard them, and let it go in one ear and out the other. If they were really caring about you, there would be no need for such approval. Look at back on these past 2 years and you'll see exactly what I mean.

Catch you later buddy.

I love you always, and that will never change.

Friday, July 25, 2014

Hey Damon,

How's everything today? Hope all is well and you're doing OK, considering things.

Today's a good day for a flea market. The one with the Amish store in it, you know the one. Lots of good stuff to see.

What are your plans for the weekend, anything exciting? It should be a good shore weekend.

Remember all of the vacation trips we went on? There was DC, 3 Summers ago? That was fun seeing the museums, monuments and other sites. There was that Jedi-Knight tour guide lady with her Light Saber on the bus & memorial tour we took. There are pictures from that trip on my computer also, you should be able to find them, all were in order by date. I know I took some of Granny Skywalker, send me some when you find them on there.

Also the Inner Harbor on the way back home from DC too, that was fun. All of those ships and sub we went onto. We went to that big seafood restaurant and then you needed use the bathroom and we had to find another because someone destroyed the one there. That was crazy, but I found you one.

Gonna go for now... more later.

I love you son.


Thursday, July 24, 2014

Hey Damon,

What's new today? Any excitement? Doing anything fun?

Did you get some of those storms that blew through last night? Were you able to close the windows and use the A/C? If they won't allow the A/C to be on, especially in the mid to high 90's and lots of humidity, use a fan in the window, especially at night, and let it run to bring in the cool night air, and keep shades blocking the sun coming into your room.

Is Dunkin still around? If not, did you bury him out back where Wolfie is?

I remember when we went to pick Dunkin up from the pet store and set up his habitat. It was cool watching him eat the crickets and sneak around on them.

The pet store where we got him closed down. Not sure if you were still in the area when it did. We spent lots of time there getting your crickets, stuff for cats and dog. Also just looking at the birds, hamsters and rabbits they had. All those times just going there before or after Little League or just to go for a ride. Lots of good memories we made son. Keep them with you, don't let them go, regardless of the pressure to do otherwise.

Any pets now? Remember the fish tank that was setup in the house? They are a lot of work, and unless you can be dedicated, I'd recommend not getting one. Since you have to keep it clean, water balanced, drain and refill it, transfer the fish while emptying it. Do you remember all that work? They're good to look at, but save that for the aquariums and pet stores if you need to look.

Remember when we went to the Aquarium down the beach with your class? And we saw the baby penguins up close and walking up to you and around on the floor? There are pictures on my computer the one that was my main one. You know the one.

There was also the big Aquarium that I bought season membership passes for and we'd go to. That place was really cool. Lots of colorful fish and the huge shark tank as soon as we walk in. Although the penguins at the smaller place were much better. That was when you were really into Happy Feet and penguins. Which was all good stuff son. Don't let anyone make you feel otherwise.

Gonna go for now, more later. Keep checking back each day and know that you're in my heart and mind every second of every day. And there is only one "thing" stopping us from being reunited at the moment, and she'll all she can to prevent it.

But you have a choice and I will explain it at another time. It's as easy as you just saying and doing what you really want. No one can stop you, although they'll lie and try. Just remember when someone is trying so hard to make you feel a certain way which was contrary to what you know and feel. It's not right, and is not good for you. Especially when someone won't let you hear anything other than her one sided nonsense.

Take care son, and know that I love and miss you so much.

I love you always

This minor setback is just the setup for my comeback.

Sunday, July 20, 2014

Hey Damon,

How was your weekend? Did you get out and do anything at all? I hope so.

I went to one of our favorite Flea Markets again. The one w/Lego guy. His place was closed, so not sure if he's there anymore or not. But a lot of places inside had their doors closed. Maybe Saturday isn't a big day down there anymore. I did get a large Orange-Ade, no fries, since you weren't there to help me eat them. And bought a few other things I needed.

Also saw your Grandmother this weekend. She was asking about you, and said to tell you she loves you and misses you. We laughed about that time we were there, and just got back from dinner, and it started to pour down rain, and how she was stuck in the car, and we were laughing at her because she looked mad to be stuck!!! HAHAHA. You remember how funny it was, and still is. You don't have to let anyone else know how funny if you don't want, it's OK, I understand you have to be a certain "way" around them. We'll laugh about it together soon enough.

Remember she's your only living Grandparent you have left, so I plan to get you there again soon. She'd love to see you, and even hear from you (call her son, no one should be stopping you from being in touch with any of your family for any real reason, only someone's selfish hate is the reason you're being alienated from the ones you've known and loved for 12 years). Just so know, a Phat Phoamy Phool isn't really related to you. He's just some hump who glommed onto someone's mother for a bunch of years before she kicked off. Then he went cruising the Oncology ward for his next future corpse (oops... did I just say that?) Oh well, someone will get over it, if not too bad for them. They should be able to take a joke.

Take care son, hopefully I gave you a few laughs, even if it can't be out loud, laugh when none are around.

Remember buddy, you're in my heart and mind every second of every day, and nothing or nobody will ever change that. They may try, but will fail. Our blood and father/son bond is too strong to be broken.

I love you Always,

Dad (your only father)

Friday, July 18, 2014

Hey Son,

Just a quick note to let you know I'm thinking about you and how your Summer is going so far.

Getting outside much, or do you "have to stay inside"? On these nice days, you should get out for walks, ride your bike, etc... especially on weekends when there's not much traffic. Weekends are good times to get out early, before it gets too hot in the day like 9am-10am. This weekend should be real nice and not too humid and no rain, so it would be good to get out of the house.

How'd you like that LEGO Batman stuff? It looks like a good game. can hardly wait to play it with you.

Here's some of those LEGO's Ithat I & Aunt Deb, your Gandma got for you awhile ago... these are a few of them, some Hobbit ones, Queen Anne's Revenge and more not shown:

You'll get them soon enough.

You still saving the LEGO boxes. or did someone make you throw them out? They are worth some $$$ too. If you remember the prices of just the boxes and instructions if they were in good shape, people pay quite a bit for them.

You remember to change your passwords to all of your accounts, so no one can snoop in what you're doing? It's no ones' business, and you're old enough with your own mind where no one needs to be doing that. No matter what excuse they try to give you or why they would "need to monitor" your accounts, they are not valid reasons, only lame excuses. Feel free to tell that to whomever tries to tell you otherwise. I'll back you up. Because you know they have been snooping on you for the past 2 years don't you? I have proof I'll show you.

Gonna go now son. I'll catch you again soon. EMAIL me here.

Remember, you'll always be my son, and I your father, no matter what someone tries to do, they cannot change that. And there's nothing you can ever do or say that will make me stop loving you. Because I know anything negative you might say or feel, is only coming from one source, and she'll never succeed in changing your heart, son. And she knows she'll fail at that too, which is why she's trying so hard to keep you from hearing from me, your family and friends who she alienated from you.

I Love you Always

Thursday, July 17, 2014

Hey Buddy,

How are you today? Feeling OK? Any problems going on with you? I hope all is well. Just know that whatever "things" might be going on right now, are only temporary, and your situation will be different in a more positive way and better than things were before. That's a promise.

So there's more Lego Batman games coming out real soon to the PlayStation, Wii, PC, XBOX, etc... .Have you seen or heard anything about them? It has all of the Justice League characters in it.
Here are some pics of it:

The Tumbler is if you pre-order from Wal-Mart:

The Batwing is the pre-order from Target:

It looks like it'll be a good game!!! many hours of fun, just like we did with the earlier Lego Batman games.

I know I got you some sets from Pirates of the Caribbean, but was one of them Queen Anne's Revenge? Because you will get it one day soon. There are other ones too, just didn't want to get them in to someone's hands, so they can confiscate them and say they were from her. But you know what's what, just hang in there.

Catch you later son, enjoy this nice weather while it's here. Go for a bike ride, or down to the park, etc...

I love you always,

Dad (your only father)

This minor setback is just the setup for my comeback.

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Hey Son,

How's everything today? Hope all is well with you.

Crazy storms last night huh? Tornado warnings... how was it? Did you lose power, any trees down, etc... ? There's supposed to me more going on today, so be careful if you're out and about. Don't go to anyplace where you can be caught outside and have to worry about people driving or trying to drive in wind and downpours.

Getting your free stuff at 711 all week? Another free slurpee is on 7-19, but a bunch of other stuff each day. At least it's something to do if you left just sitting around.

I saw a bunch of new Ninja Turtle Lego sets. Some huge ones too. Still like the TMNT? I remember how much you liked them too. There's the new movie coming out real soon with Megan Fox, which should make it better. She's put in there for the Fathers to enjoy when taking their kids to the movies, although at your age, you can appreciate her.

EMAIL me via this link. It doesn't matter what others think or say. If they really mattered, they wouldn't have been giving you a hard time, although now someone is telling them to not do that, but the damage is done.

Catch you later buddy. Don't listen to the idiots, they have nothing useful or positive to say, they mainly take after someone and are heading down the same road. Which is blame everyone for their own problems, not take responsibility for their actions and use everybody they can and when they don't buy someone a house or continue to give them what they want, get rid of them (Ted S. comes to mind in re: a house).

I love you always